Lady Fear from One, a musical

September 26, 2016 - Leave a Response

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LADY FEAR

STOP!

(SHE stands up and looks at GENUS DEI and AMANTIA / VOICE OF REASON like SHE doesn’t recognize them, starts to move away from the table, looking around and then begins to pace in a circle. SHE stops, hesitates and begins her song called Loneliness done with a simple piano melody, classical in nature)

 

 

IT’S EARLY DAWN WITH BIRDS IN SONG

I STIR INSIDE AS I TRY AND DECIDE

LEAVE MY BEDSIDE OR GO OUTSIDE

WITH TEA IN HAND,

(She moves towards her table and picks up her cup of tea)

I SEE NOTHING FOR ME

I PREPARE TO WALK AWAY MY TEARS

SO I READY MY CLOTHES, AND HIDE MY FEARS

I PICK-UP MY CANE,

(She picks up her cane)

TO WALK PARADISE LANE

WITH ENDLESS BEAUTY AROUND ME,

AND NOTHING FOR ME TO SEE

I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

LADY FEAR

I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

LADY FEAR

ON TABLETOP OPAQUE WITH FINE GRAINS OF SAND

(Walking towards the next empty table and looking at the top of the table)

MY TEA CUP RESTS EMPTY,

(She places her cup of tea back on the table)

OF THE ONLY WARMTH AT HAND

A FLY REMINDS ME OF UNCERTAIN PEACE

(She pretends to see a fly buzzing around, swings at it and adjusts her head to miss the fly)

LIKE LIFE EACH DAY, AND BARRIERS THAT NEVER CEASE

ANOTHER ENDLESS DAY OF SILENCE, FROM PEOPLE AND ME

AS MEMORIES AND YESTERDAY FADE,

THEN BECOME VAGUE

THE BIRDS HAVE GONE AWAY

SILENT LIKE WINDS TODAY

HOW MANY MORE DAYS

WILL FREE ME FROM LIFE’S MAZE?

 

I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

LADY FEAR

I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

LADY FEAR

MY TEA CUP IS EMPTY AND TOO LONELY TO FILL

(She sits back down at the table next to her teacup)

I SIT HERE THINKING OH SO STILL

THERE’S NO ONE LOVING, NO ONE TALKING

JUST SOMEONE WALKING,

(TEMPTATION walks by, looks at LADY FEAR and smiles)

PRETENDING TO CARE

NOT A DROP OF LOVE OR RESPECT TO SPARE

I’M LOCKED IN MY THOUGHTS, AS A MOUNTAIN TO ROCKS

UNWAVERING AND BARREN, WITH SO LITTLE LIFE

I’M ALONE IN MY LONELINESS AND IT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE

 

I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

LADY FEAR

I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

LADY FEAR

(INNOCENCE comes by the table and pours another cup of tea for LADY FEAR)

MY SECOND CUP OF TEA

WILL NO ONE TOUCH ME?

(Looking up longingly at INNOCENCE. Momentary pause…..looking around)

WHILE AT HOME, ALL ALONE

            (timed to the video)

I TAKE MY CHAIR

IN A GARDEN OF PRAYER

I OPEN THE GATE, I HATE

SO I CAN SAFELY STARE

AND CHIDE

AT THE WORLD OUTSIDE

I WAIT FOR THE SUN

            (looking up to see if the sun is there)

MY ONLY FRIEND

AND MY TIME TO ASCEND

MANKIND AND WILL NEVER BREACH

NOR WILL I BESEECH

THEIR ENDLESS SPEECH

FOR NOW, MY LIFE IS OUT OF REACH

TAKE MY FEARS AWAY

I LIVE IN PARADISE, I LIVE IN PARADISE

PLEASE SOMEONE HUG ME

TAKE MY FEARS AWAY

I LIVE IN PARADISE, I LIVE IN PARADISE

 

PLEASE JUST ONE PERSON SAY

….I LOVE YOU……

….IN THIS PARADISE

….I LOVE YOU……I LOVE YOU

 

 

SINGERS and DANCERS

NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE

 

 

Distraction, from One a musical

September 23, 2016 - Leave a Response

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DISTRACTION

(Gets up and moves to center stage for his song Be Honest To Me in the style and feel of Michael Jackson’s Billie Jean) (Music Video 22 begins and the DANCERS leave their bar stools and chairs for a routine that is sexy and provocative. A combination of Country & Western Shadow Dancing with sexy push-ups on each other and seductive moves in time to the video. TEMPTATION moves to rejoin THE TRIUMVIRATE)

 

 

COME ON DANCE WITH ME

(This line sung while gesturing and directing the song to GENUS DEI)

MY APOLOGIES, PLEASE FORGIVE ME

I’M DOING MY JOB

DON’T CONDEMN ME

MY CHARMS ARE MY MISSION

YOU’VE GOT NEEDS

LET’S BRING THEM TO FRUITION

LET’S DO THESE DEEDS

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

(Joining in)

(Chorus)

COME ON, COME ON,

DANCE WITH ME

ALL GUILT FREE

YOUR LUST IS MY THRUST

(Thrusting sexually)

TO SET YOU FREE

COME ON, COME ON

BE HONEST TO ME

DANCE WITH ME, DANCE WITH ME

JUST BE HONEST TO ME

 

 

DISTRACTION

YOUR DOLLARS FOR COLLARS

(HE jumps on top of a table holding and waving a neck collar)

WILL MAKE YOU HOLLER

I’LL BE NUDE AND LESS THAN RUDE

(HE rips his shirt off. Cheers and whistles from the CUSTOMERS)

YOUR SECRETS ARE SAFE WITH ME

YOU’LL SEE

JUST BE HONEST AND TALK TO ME

(Jumping down from the table and getting close to GENUS DEI and AMANTIA)

I’VE GOT A DEGREE

I’M INTELLIGENT AND CAREFREE

LIVE YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES

TO PUT OUT THOSE BURNING FIRES

(Gesturing towards GENUS DEI and AMANTIA’S torsos)

 

 

DANCERS and SINGERS

(Joining in)

(Chorus)

COME ON, COME ON,

DANCE WITH ME

ALL GUILT FREE

YOUR LUST IS MY THRUST

(Thrusting sexually)

TO SET YOU FREE

COME ON, COME ON

BE HONEST TO ME

DANCE WITH ME, DANCE WITH ME

JUST BE HONEST TO ME

 

 

DISTRACTION

A ROLL OF DICE IS YOUR PRICE

HAPPINESS OR GUILT TO THE HILT

MY TOUCH CAN MAKE YOU MELT

(Touching GENUS DEI and AMANTIA)

MY TORSO FOREVER FELT

(Taking GENUS DEI and AMANTIA’S hands and placing them on his hips)

AND LIPS THAT MAKE YOU FORGET

(Kissing both GENUS DEI and AMANTIA on the neck)

ANYONE YOU’VE EVER MET

CHOOSE ME FOR YOUR DEED

AND THE SEED YOU NEED

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

(Joining in)

(Chorus)

COME ON, COME ON,

DANCE WITH ME

ALL GUILT FREE

YOUR LUST IS MY THRUST

(Thrusting sexually)

TO SET YOU FREE

COME ON, COME ON

BE HONEST TO ME

DANCE WITH ME, DANCE WITH ME

JUST BE HONEST TO ME

 

 

DISTRACTION

YOUR HIDDEN THOUGHTS

ARE FREE TO LIVE

ALL YOUR NEEDS

I TRULY GIVE

LET’S STAY LATE, YOUR FANTASY CREATE

YOU HAVE THE CHOICE

GIVE ME YOUR VOICE

I’M YOURS FOR THE NIGHT

LET’S MAKE IT RIGHT

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

(Joining in)

(Chorus)

COME ON, COME ON,

DANCE WITH ME

ALL GUILT FREE

YOUR LUST IS MY THRUST

(Thrusting sexually)

TO SET YOU FREE

COME ON, COME ON

BE HONEST TO ME

DANCE WITH ME, DANCE WITH ME

JUST BE HONEST TO ME

The Triumvirate from One a musical

September 22, 2016 - Leave a Response

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THE TRIUMVIRATE

(Music Video 9 begins and shows black and white sheep in fields being herded, with scenes of some sheep escaping and running away. During the chorus of the song Sheep, the sheep actually voice themselves. THE TRIUMVIRATE stands up and moves to center stage to begin their song Sheep. DANCERS join them dressed in chains, different religious dogma, laws of government, corporation’s gadgets, cell phones, or time pieces, with wires leading to and from their bodies. AUDIENCE participation with whistles that sound like sheep when blown is encouraged by ACACIUS. The chorus words for Sheep are shown on the video screen so the AUDIENCE can sing along)

 

 

CONTROL

COME GATHER ROUND ME

BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY

WE’RE HERE TO MAKE YOUR DAY

LET ME OPEN YOUR EYES SO YOU CAN SEE

THESE ARE GIFTS, YOU’LL AGREE

 

 

GAMES

GADGETS AND DOGMA,

(Holding up a cell phone and a tablet which reads:” In The Name of God”)

 

 

CAUSES

LAWS AND LEADERS FOR YOU TO ADORE

(Holding up a lawyer’s law book and photos of past Roman Emperors. At this point in the video it shows a Roman Emperor sending sheep dressed in Roman armor off to war)

 

 

CONTROL

SURELY, FAR TOO MANY TO KEEP SCORE

(Holding up an abacus and pushing the beads from side to side)

THEY’LL KEEP YOU EXPOSED

LIKE AN OPEN SORE

COME MY FLOCK

(Sound of sheep from the video)

THERE ARE SO MANY PASTURES FOR YOU TO EXPLORE

WE’RE DOING THIS FOR EWE

(Sound of sheep from the video)

EWE, EWE, EWE

(Timed to the video)

 

 

 

THE TRIUMVIRATE

(Tap dancing to the music)

(Chorus)

HERD THEM CLOSE

LET THEIR MISPERCEPTIONS GROW

THEY’LL NEVER KNOW

WHAT’S ON THEIR BACKS

IS SACRIFICIAL WOOL

FRESHLY SHEARED,

FOR A BRAND NEW GIZMO

LET THEM BLEAT AND CAVORT

(Sound of sheep from the video)

THEY’LL JUST MAKE MORE

FOR US TO EXTORT

WE’LL CLOSE THEIR MIND AND MAKE THEM BLIND

TO CHAINS AND CONSTRAINS

HIDDEN FROM ALL THEIR TERRAINS

SHEAR, PULL, SPIN THE WOOL

(Timed to the video showing these actions)

BAAH, BAAH, BAAH

(Sound of sheep from the video)

SHEAR, PULL SPIN THE WOOL

BAAH, BAAH, BAAH

(Sound of sheep from the video)

 

 

 

CAUSES

BELIEVE IN ME

AND YOU WILL SEE

YOU CAN ACHIEVE

ANYTHING YOU CAN CONCEIVE

YOU CAN START WARS ON DISTANT SHORES

CURE DISEASE WITH A PILL AND FREEWILL

MAKE PEACE WITH EXPERTISE

AND MAKE THINGS GREEN

WITH A NEWLY MADE MACHINE

WE’RE DOING THIS FOR EWE

(Sound of sheep from the video)

WE’RE DOING THIS FOR EWE

(Sound of sheep from the video)

EWE, EWE, EWE

(Timed to the video)

 

 

GAMES

LISTEN TO ME

I HAVE THE ANSWER

HOW YOU TREAT OTHERS DOESN’T MATTER

YOU CAN LIE, CHEAT AND STEAL

AS LONG AS YOU KNEEL AND SAY IT’S NO BIG DEAL

EAT AT A BISTRO OR BUY A CHATEAU

AS LONG AS YOU CONFORM AND CALL IT THE NORM

YOUR PLATFORM IS YOURS AND WON’T NEED REFORM

WE’RE DOING THIS FOR EWE

(Sound of sheep from the video)

EWE, EWE, EWE

(Timed to the video)

 

 

CONTROL

SO HEAR US OUT

DO NOT POUT

WE DO THIS ALL FOR EWE

(Timed to the video)

CHOICES, FREEDOM AND AN OPEN DOOR

YOUR BELIEFS AND TRUTHS YOU CAN STORE

TAKE OUR GUIDANCE, AND FOR SURE

WE’RE THE ANSWER,

NOT YOUR CANCER

WE’RE DOING THIS FOR EWE

(Sound of sheep from the video)

EWE, EWE, EWE

(Timed to the video)

 

 

THE TRIUMVIRATE

(Tap dancing to the music)

(Chorus)

 

HERD THEM CLOSE

LET THEIR MISPERCEPTIONS GROW

THEY’LL NEVER KNOW

WHAT’S ON THEIR BACKS

IS SACRIFICIAL WOOL

FRESHLY SHEARED,

FOR A BRAND NEW GIZMO

LET THEM BLEAT AND CAVORT

(Sound of sheep from the video)

THEY’LL JUST MAKE MORE

FOR US TO EXTORT

WE’LL CLOSE THEIR MIND

AND MAKE THEM BLIND

TO CHAINS AND CONSTRAINS

HIDDEN FROM ALL THEIR TERRAINS

SHEAR, PULL, SPIN THE WOOL

(Timed to the video showing these actions)

BAAH, BAAH, BAAH

(Sound of sheep from the video)

SHEAR, PULL SPIN THE WOOL

BAAH, BAAH, BAAH

(Sound of sheep from the video)

Latin Lady, Seller of Emotions from One a musical

September 21, 2016 - Leave a Response

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LATIN LADY

(With the words rolling off her tongue and a strong accent, SHE approaches guests in the bar)

 

 

R O S A S, R O S A S. WOULD ANYONE LIKE TO BUY A MEMORY?

Acacius (Jeff Bosco) from One, a musical sings ‘Stigmatosis’

September 13, 2016 - Leave a Response

 

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ACACIUS

(Steps in front to sing his song Stigmatosis sung to the music of Wand’rin Star by Lee Marvin 1969. Music Video 19 begins and shows people in all walks of life being helped and cared for by others. GENUS DEI returns to his bar stool. THE STIGMAS – DANCERS AND SINGERS – do the back-up humming and chorus. There is AUDIENCE participation with the help of EGNATIUS. HE asks the AUDIENCE to place the randomly named masks on, which were given out at the door when the AUDIENCE arrived. Words for the song are shown on the video screen)

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

(Long humming intro)

 

 

ACACIUS

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

A WORD YA NEVER FIND

 

LABELS YOU ARE GIVEN

MAKES LIFE NOT LIVIN’

WORDS OFFEND LIKE SMACK

IT’S AN ATTACK BEHIND MY BACK

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND

 

MY PAIN YOU’LL NEVER FEEL

AND MY SOUL YOU’LL NEVER STEAL

WORDS ARE PAIN WITH BLAME

AND THE MASK WE WEAR IS SHAME

 

YOU’LL NEVER KNOW THE JUDGEMENT

WAS ADDED TO MY PAIN

AND WITH SOME INTENT

IS YOUR SELFISH GAIN

 

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

A WORD YA NEVER FIND

 

CAN YOU SEE MY INSIDE?

LISTEN, I’M OKAY

WE MIGHT NOT KNOW HOW TO FIT IN

BUT WE’RE SAFE IN OUR OWN SKIN

 

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND,

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

(Singing chorus)

MY PAIN YOU’LL NEVER FEEL

AND MY SOUL YOU’LL NEVER STEAL

WORDS ARE PAIN WITH BLAME

AND THE MASK WE WEAR IS SHAME

 

YOU’LL NEVER KNOW THE JUDGEMENT

WAS ADDED TO MY PAIN

AND WITH SOME INTENT

IS YOUR SELFISH GAIN

 

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

A WORD YOU NEVER FIND

 

 

ACACIUS

WE NEED OUR RAINBOWS TOO

AND EARLY MORNING DEW

SAFE DREAMS THAT DON’T FALL THROUGH

TRUTHS BEHIND A MASK, AND ITS ADIEU

(The AUDIENCE is asked to take their masks off and throw it in the air)

 

STIG-MA-TOS-IS

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND,

BLINDS THE MIND TO KIND

Genus Dei from One, a musical with Ugo Farell

September 13, 2016 - Leave a Response

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GENUS DEI

(Contralto voice, Moonlight Sonata Op 27. No.2 Mov.1. Music Video 3, Part 1 begins and depicts softness and the colors of the chakras and their never ending movements and interactions)

 

 

Intro…….

I FEEL STRANGE

DEEP INSIDE

TELL

ME

WHAT’S HAPPENING

IS THIS FATE?

I HESITATE

DO

I

REALLY

WANT

THIS

ON

MY PLATE

I NEED

COMPREHENSION

NOT APPREHENSION

I

FEEL

LIKE

FROST

AM

I

THAT

LOST

 

 

DANCERS and SINGERS

(Rising from their bar stools, join GENUS DEI around the stage area, singing to Beethoven’s Fifth Symphony. Music Video 3, Part 2 begins and depicts a visual stimulation for the opening notes; major lightning bolts on the Palm Springs windmills in a lightning storm, followed by rolling thunder with heavy rain, timed to the music. The video transverses into images of the universe expanding)

 

 

Intro…..

I’M UNIVERSE, I REIMBURSE

(Whispered) (I AM THAT I AM)

I AM INWARD

THE GATEWAY IS YOUR MIND

OPEN THE CLOSED DOOR

LET LOVE OUT POUR

CHANGE THROUGH UNDERSTANDING

LOVE IS TOTAL EXPANSION

I AM PERFECT ORDER

TAKE MY GIFT

GIVE PERCEPTION

A RECONNECTION

ENERGY AT YOUR CORE

IS THE CREATOR

IT ENLIGHTENS

THE MYSTERIES FROM SOULS

AND THE DEAD SEA SCROLLS

UNDERSTANDING,

ANSWERS,

TRUTH,

AND PEACE

EXCITEMENT,

KNOWLEDGE,

JOY,

FOR THE MIND TO CEASE

YOUR LIFE TO INCREASE

EXPAND IN LIGHT

TO MAKE YOU BRIGHT

DON’T CONTRACT,

DARKNESS MAKES NIGHT

I AM EVERYONE

AND EVERYTHING

THIS IS LOVE, THIS IS LOVE, THIS IS LOVE

 

 

AMANTIA, VOICE OF REASON

(Soprano – Beethoven’s Moonlight Sonata Op.27 No. 2 Mov. 1. Music Video 3, Part 3 begins and depicts inner conflict, questioning and a searching)

 

 

Intro……

IS THIS START

MY NEW PART

SO MANY TEARS

WHELMING FEARS

WITH MY HEART

WHEN AND WHAT EVER DO I CHART

AM I

BLANK CANVAS,

WHAT IS

MY PURPOSE

I

NEED

AN

ANSWER

IN

ORDER

TO

BELIEVE

 

 

 

 

GENUS DEI

(Contralto voice, Moonlight Sonata Op 27. No. 2 Mov. 2. Music Video 3, Part 4 begins and the video on the screen shows life stirring, a release of birds and new birth)

 

 

I SENSE WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME

STRANGE ENERGY I FEEL IS KEY

THERE’S A RECONNECTION WITH THE ONE

I SEE MY HEART AS A GIANT SUN

FILLING ME LIKE ETERNAL SPRINGS

COURAGE SINGS ON GIANT WINGS

MY OLD BODY DIES

THERE’S LIGHT IN MY EYES

A RADIANCE TOO

DEEP INSIDE

DARKNESS EXPOSED BY LIGHT

NO DUALITY, NO EMOTION

JUST FREEDOM AS IN FLIGHT

Bus Stop

September 10, 2016 - Leave a Response

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It’s early evening as I walk by the bus stop. There are about twelve people waiting for various buses. As I glance at the faces I see the world.

A youthful man in his mid twenties returns my glance. His face is full of anger and his eyes are full of hate. The woman sitting next to him who looks like she’s in her eighties, but is probably younger, shows a life of struggle, pain, hard work and no reward. Her eyes are sad and tired. She’s hanging on, but doesn’t know why.

The others are a variation of negative emotions showing no hope or joy. How did this all come about? Lack of caring?  Lack of love? For ourselves?

There may be no immediate answer. If there is a solution, it has to come from within an individual. Only then can it inspire others to find their own strength and put the illusionary world behind.

Egnatius from One, a musical

September 8, 2016 - Leave a Response

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ACACIUS

(Standing at the Karaoke station. Music Video 4, Part 1 begins and leads into I Don’t Like Sleeping In My Own Bed)

OKAY LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, WE’RE GOING TO START OUR KARAOKE OFF TONIGHT WITH ONE OF OUR FAVORITE BARTENDERS. EGNATIUS HAS WRITTEN A PERSONAL SONG AND HE’S GOING TO SING IT FOR YOU TONIGHT.

 

 

EGNATIUS

(Leaves the bar area and walks over to the stage while transforming into his alter ego. HE takes the elastic out of his hair, revealing long wild hair. HE removes his work shirt, which covered his arms, to reveal tattoos and rocker wear. HE grabs the mike to sing his song; I Don’t Like Sleeping In My Own Bed. It’s a rock ballad balanced out with tenderness. Music Video 4, Part 2 begins and depicts the treadmill of life and the constant desire we have to break free from the never ending cycle of repetition. DANCERS and SINGERS join in as chorus)

 

 

SLOW INTRO…….

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

LIFE IS A SMOTHER AND ICE IS ITS COVER

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

 

 

EGNATIUS

WOO….OOAH!

STOP!

NOT TOO CLOSE

I MAY START TO OPEN MY HEART

 

KEYBOARD/GUITAR RIFF

 

I DREAM I’M NAKED,

WALKING

ON STREETS OF HOME

SOMEONE NEXT TO ME IS TALKING,

ABOUT THE PAST

AND HOW NOTHING LASTS

BUILDINGS ARE NEW, BUT OLD

IN PLATINUM AND GOLD

MY LIFE IS MADE KNOWN

PASSING JASMINE OVERGROWN

IT’S AN UNFINISHED BRIDGE

TO NO-WHERE

WITH A MARKET VACANT AND BARE

PEOPLE AROUND ME, STOPPING TO STARE

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

LIFE IS A SMOTHER AND ICE IS ITS COVER

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

 

 

EGNATIUS

WOO…OOAH!

STOP!

NOT TOO CLOSE

I MAY START

TO OPEN MY HEART

I’M ALONE, EMPTY

BUT NOT FREE

I SEE, I FEEL

BUT I DON’T LIKE SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

 

 

EGNATIUS

I SEE, I FEEL

BUT I DON’T LIKE SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

 

 

EGNATIUS

AS I LOOK UP FROM WHERE I LIE

I KNOW I DID NOT DIE

MY BODY SUSPENDED IN SILVER THREADS

WITH GLIMMERING FACETS ALL IN SHREDS

THE DETAILS ARE UNRECOGNIZABLE

BUT NOT ALL IS IN VAIN

THIS IS ALL THAT MAKES ME WHOLE,

BARREN AND SANE

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

LIFE IS A SMOTHER AND ICE IS ITS COVER

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

 

 

EGNATIUS

WOO…OOAH!

STOP!

NOT TOO CLOSE

I MAY START

TO OPEN MY HEART

I’M ALONE, EMPTY

BUT NOT FREE

I SEE, I FEEL

BUT I DON’T LIKE SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

 

 

EGNATIUS

I SEE, I FEEL

BUT I DON’T LIKE SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED

 

 

DANCERS and SINGERS

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

 

 

EGNATIUS

AROUND ME IS LIFE

SO I TEXT FOR LOVE

ABANDONED BY FLAKES

REJECTED BY FAKES

I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME

AND NOT JUST FROM ABOVE

LIFE’S LEAVING ME BEHIND

MAKING ME BLIND

LIKE MOST HUMANKIND

EVERYONE WANTS SOMETHING

AND NO ONE GETS WHAT THEY WANT

BECAUSE NO ONE IS TRUSTING

WE’RE JUST RUSTING AND GAUNT

MAKE ME A ROCK STAR, ROCK STAR

MAYBE NO STAR

JUST GIVE ME FREEDOM

GET ME OUT OF THIS BAR

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

LIFE IS A SMOTHER AND ICE IS ITS COVER

ONE GLASS FOLLOWS ANOTHER, FOLLOWS ANOTHER

(CUSTOMERS begin to clink glasses together around the bar)

 

EGNATIUS

WOO…OOAH!

STOP!

NOT TOO CLOSE

I MAY START

TO OPEN MY HEART

I’M ALONE, EMPTY

BUT NOT FREE

I SEE, I FEEL

BUT I DON’T LIKE SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

 

 

EGNATIUS

I SEE, I FEEL

BUT I DON’T LIKE SLEEPING IN MY OWN BED

 

 

DANCERS AND SINGERS

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

THERE’S NOTHING THERE FOR ME

 

Unappreciative

August 31, 2016 - Leave a Response

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He’s here for a short stay. She knows him and seems like she is looking forward to the change. We will be leaving for a short sojourn of five days. He will be taking care of her.

We all like change when it looks like we’ll get what we want. Otherwise it’s painful and unwanted. It seems this change for her is “her escape”.

I’m listening to her conversation with the guest. She says ” I like to eat different things, not the same thing every day. The meals should be small. I don’t like to eat too much. I’m eighty pounds and that’s my perfect weight”.

It reveals, that as we suspected, she in her mind, feels that eighty pounds for her five foot one frame is a good weight. She would be blown away in a ten mile per hour wind, and if she turned sideways, she’d almost disappear.

Her mindset is like Fort Knox. Inflexible and like steel.

All these years I’ve fed her every morning, noon and night, varying her menu so she wouldn’t get bored with the food. Bending over backwards to accommodate every whim and wish, only to discover it all meant nothing to her. She could care-a-less. She is only interested in maintaining some illusional weight configuration in her mind that , as she sees, is perfect. I may as well be serving her ice cubes.

So after the sojourn, maybe when I return to her care taking, her meal will be a grain of rice, or a trip to Syria.

Nothing like contrast to bring a person to their senses.

Different

August 26, 2016 - Leave a Response

different

That part of us that refuses to accept the norm. There are two axioms that ‘different’ conjure: ‘Original’ and the ‘Opposite’ from what is expected.

He’s standing there protecting that which needs no protection. I summon him with a few words of encouragement. He approaches on the auspice of ‘newness’. It works. We chat. It’s fun. We banter. We amuse ourselves in frivolity. Then, there is an addition to the equation and he leaves, but we will see him again.

It’s this initial reaction to ‘newness’ that captivates. If you can continue the captivation, you will succeed in your endeavor.

Captivation depends solely on being ‘original’. Being the ‘opposite’ of what they expect will make them yours forever.

 

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