Scroll to June 2016 for full musical
LADY FEAR
STOP!
(SHE stands up and looks at GENUS DEI and AMANTIA / VOICE OF REASON like SHE doesn’t recognize them, starts to move away from the table, looking around and then begins to pace in a circle. SHE stops, hesitates and begins her song called Loneliness done with a simple piano melody, classical in nature)
IT’S EARLY DAWN WITH BIRDS IN SONG
I STIR INSIDE AS I TRY AND DECIDE
LEAVE MY BEDSIDE OR GO OUTSIDE
WITH TEA IN HAND,
(She moves towards her table and picks up her cup of tea)
I SEE NOTHING FOR ME
I PREPARE TO WALK AWAY MY TEARS
SO I READY MY CLOTHES, AND HIDE MY FEARS
I PICK-UP MY CANE,
(She picks up her cane)
TO WALK PARADISE LANE
WITH ENDLESS BEAUTY AROUND ME,
AND NOTHING FOR ME TO SEE
I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE
LADY FEAR
I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE
LADY FEAR
ON TABLETOP OPAQUE WITH FINE GRAINS OF SAND
(Walking towards the next empty table and looking at the top of the table)
MY TEA CUP RESTS EMPTY,
(She places her cup of tea back on the table)
OF THE ONLY WARMTH AT HAND
A FLY REMINDS ME OF UNCERTAIN PEACE
(She pretends to see a fly buzzing around, swings at it and adjusts her head to miss the fly)
LIKE LIFE EACH DAY, AND BARRIERS THAT NEVER CEASE
ANOTHER ENDLESS DAY OF SILENCE, FROM PEOPLE AND ME
AS MEMORIES AND YESTERDAY FADE,
THEN BECOME VAGUE
THE BIRDS HAVE GONE AWAY
SILENT LIKE WINDS TODAY
HOW MANY MORE DAYS
WILL FREE ME FROM LIFE’S MAZE?
I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE
LADY FEAR
I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE
LADY FEAR
MY TEA CUP IS EMPTY AND TOO LONELY TO FILL
(She sits back down at the table next to her teacup)
I SIT HERE THINKING OH SO STILL
THERE’S NO ONE LOVING, NO ONE TALKING
JUST SOMEONE WALKING,
(TEMPTATION walks by, looks at LADY FEAR and smiles)
PRETENDING TO CARE
NOT A DROP OF LOVE OR RESPECT TO SPARE
I’M LOCKED IN MY THOUGHTS, AS A MOUNTAIN TO ROCKS
UNWAVERING AND BARREN, WITH SO LITTLE LIFE
I’M ALONE IN MY LONELINESS AND IT CUTS LIKE A KNIFE
I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE
LADY FEAR
I LIVE IN PARADISE, THIS PARADISE
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE
LADY FEAR
(INNOCENCE comes by the table and pours another cup of tea for LADY FEAR)
MY SECOND CUP OF TEA
WILL NO ONE TOUCH ME?
(Looking up longingly at INNOCENCE. Momentary pause…..looking around)
WHILE AT HOME, ALL ALONE
(timed to the video)
I TAKE MY CHAIR
IN A GARDEN OF PRAYER
I OPEN THE GATE, I HATE
SO I CAN SAFELY STARE
AND CHIDE
AT THE WORLD OUTSIDE
I WAIT FOR THE SUN
(looking up to see if the sun is there)
MY ONLY FRIEND
AND MY TIME TO ASCEND
MANKIND AND WILL NEVER BREACH
NOR WILL I BESEECH
THEIR ENDLESS SPEECH
FOR NOW, MY LIFE IS OUT OF REACH
TAKE MY FEARS AWAY
I LIVE IN PARADISE, I LIVE IN PARADISE
PLEASE SOMEONE HUG ME
TAKE MY FEARS AWAY
I LIVE IN PARADISE, I LIVE IN PARADISE
PLEASE JUST ONE PERSON SAY
….I LOVE YOU……
….IN THIS PARADISE
….I LOVE YOU……I LOVE YOU
SINGERS and DANCERS
NOW IMPOSSIBLE TO REALIZE