Tatoos

August 23, 2014 - Leave a Response

A waste of money.

If you want to express yourself, you were given a tongue.

Life Experiences

June 7, 2014 - Leave a Response

life experiences

A series of memories tied together to make us whole.

Yet, we’re empty.

At the end of life we look back and review our choices.

We lived, we assumed, we pretended, we lied, we loved, if we were lucky, and we consumed.

Now, there is reality.

Nothing in equals nothing out.

No risks, no rewards.

Mediocrity equals squish.

Dependency equals entrapment.

Violence equals regret, possibly death.

But, in the end there is always the life saver.

LOVE!

Mail vs. Male

May 23, 2014 - Leave a Response

Originally posted on TWA2R's Blog:

Mail was the life line to the outside world, when I worked at Echo Bay. Depending on the weather, the plane would bring mail either once a week, or sometimes if the weather was bad, once every three weeks. Specially in winter. Everyone would rush to the post office to check to see if anyone had sent them mail. It was an isolation camp and you couldn’t even receive radio signals unless you had an expensive short wave radio. There was a phone in the office (short wave), but it was only available for emergencies and office to office communication for the mine manager. They didn’t ship junk mail into camp, so if no one wrote to you, you were out of luck. There were always depressed faces on mail day.

Things have changed. Most of us probably wish we had isolation type mail. We’re subjected daily to a bombardment of printed…

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Core

May 11, 2014 - Leave a Response

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Our essence.

It leads us to what we believe is real for us.

So we show outwardly to the world our belief system and what we want. Everyone is different and the ‘showing’ is different.

I’m watching him. He has the gifts of God. Good looks, body, personality kindness, and an ability on all the levels you can think of. They fawn all over him like candy given to a child. But politely he moves on and looses each and every one in a crowd of rejects. I seize an opportunity and approach him in an ungarded moment.

“What are you looking for?” I ask. You have the most beautiful men in the world all over you and you cast them away like waste.
“I’ve been watching you”, I say.

He replies; “They are all children”. He asks my name and I tell him. I ask his name and he tells me.

Then he says “I like that you’ve been watching me”. “Well”, I say, “I hope you find what you are looking for”. I look a t the group around him and they are staring at us. ” It wouldn’t look good for you if they saw you leaving with me”.

He smiled. I left.

So, in conclusion, we just want some sort of recognition.

Then we can believe what we think,……..is real.

Desires

May 11, 2014 - Leave a Response

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We think, we want, we desire.

We’re looking for fulfilment on some level

What is fulfilment?

Everything you believe.

Belief in something is temporary. But, …….. only because there is constant change.

We believe, but there's more to our belief than what we think we know.

The part we don't know, is that we're only filling the game of life.

What game you ask?

Believing anything we do is actually real.

I Don’t Want To Talk About it

April 20, 2014 - Leave a Response

I Don't Want To Talk About it

Really!

An escape from reality as you’re feeling it.

Truth exposed!

I’d rather live with myself.

At least I would know the lies.

Temptation

April 10, 2014 - Leave a Response

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The act we ignore unless we want it.

So I tempted him. I felt like the devil, asking for his soul in exchange for all the material things in life.

I lied. I told him the impossible. He liked it and being young, it was entertained as a thought.

I was only looking for his reaction. He held his own, but since he will be here all weekend, I will keep testing him to see what it takes for him to relinquish who he is.

It’s not fair. He’s young, but very knowledgeable about life and how it works. I do it with humor, with laughter and non-expectation. He is welcome to leave the game anytime it gets too much. But he likes it.

We need more of life.

I’m only entertainment.

Prostitute

April 5, 2014 - Leave a Response

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That part of us that exposes our inner desires.

DUH!!!!

Like we pretend it isn’t there.

It’s only exposed when we want something.

And then, we try to cover up the fireworks with non pointedness. Hiding our most inner desires and wants.

Limitations.
We impose these restrictions upon ourselves for, what we call, protection.

There is no protection in this world. We’re only kidding ourselves. Belief in anything else is futile.

You may as well tell the truth to whom ever you need. Yes or no, it doesn’t matter.

Ultimately, there’s only now.

Fear

March 30, 2014 - Leave a Response

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That which keeps us holy.

And for what?

Disappointment, lies, assumptions, desires, hopes and wishes for fulfilment.

We should live for freedom of whatever…wants, mind, desires and most of all, what we call reality.

Reality doesn’t exist. It’s an illusion we convey to ourselves to keep us focused and whole.

We’re not whole. We just think we are. We’re actually lost.

Just ask yourself.

P’s

March 28, 2014 - Leave a Response

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Personal, perfect, privileged, protected, preferred, perform.

Like mountains you climb to acknowledge and verbosely tell the world, “you’ve conquered”.

And then, what?

Reality, regret, remorse, re-think.

The image on the outside may be different, but the reality is staked in stone.

Play the game, but live U.

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